there's no use really ending ur friendship, because later you may not have the same feelings for him as u do now, and mayb you'll realize that u gave up a good friend. Try to find a new boy and see what happens. this boy isnt the only boy who could work with you, right? (: good luck
you cant live ur life being afraid. and if it changes ur mind at all ur probly gona have MORE problems if u stay inside than if u go outside and set aside ur fears.
theyre both gonna end up finding out ur preg anyway. ur mom isnt gonna think its just "curves" forever please dont go with abortion. u might regret it later. but tell ur mom and u and ur family can figure out what ur gonna do