Getting your license is pretty fun. It's nice that you're on your way to something better :)
Been there. Seems like you have a lot of anxiety. It would help, to turn off all electronics at 8, shower, dim the lights, grab a book, and read. Then around 9, take a glass of warm milk with honey in it. Take a journal, and write down your automatic thoughts, or things you need to do. Keep reading after that until you're sleepy. The more boring the book, the better.
What do you mean by "some of the stable hands?" :p
I was using le sarcasm. I actually just really don't give a s**t whether or not they're a troll, because my statement is very applicable either way.