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I'm a bunch of secrets and lost comments in cyberspace...pixels on a screen. That's what I am to you. Why are you reading this?
There is no absolute right or wrong. It's a human concept. You could really label anything as "right" or "wrong." They're just ideas created to help people decide how to do things and function together. That's why so-called "grey areas" such as abortion create so much debate - people want a definite label to make things simple and clear. Right or Wrong. Something that can't be defined in this way threatens the system. Er...sidetracked there.
I agree with Nosurprise, because society is the majority view that always goes. It's ironic how society is meant to represent us as a whole, but people's voices are lost in it and we're all just swept along.
I agree with Nosurprise, because society is the majority view that always goes. It's ironic how society is meant to represent us as a whole, but people's voices are lost in it and we're all just swept along.
Not eating isn't the way to go to get fit. It will do the complete opposite.
I know how you feel about it though. I used to have the worst eating habits ever and hated myself for it. I wouldn't eat and then go through periods of binging.
Try going on a hypoglycemic diet. It's basically cutting out refined carbs and eating at regular periods. It's a really healthy diet and is a great way to help your body out. I'm actually on it to see if it will help with my mood problems more than anything.
I know how you feel about it though. I used to have the worst eating habits ever and hated myself for it. I wouldn't eat and then go through periods of binging.
Try going on a hypoglycemic diet. It's basically cutting out refined carbs and eating at regular periods. It's a really healthy diet and is a great way to help your body out. I'm actually on it to see if it will help with my mood problems more than anything.
Hey dear, when did this start and why do you feel the need to starve yourself and change yourself?
Food isn't the enemy, you need food to survive. The enemy is your illness and whatever has driven you to this :(
Does your mum know about this? It's hard, I know but you have to get help. No matter how much you try to starve yourself, it's like a downward spiral and will keep going.
Food isn't the enemy, you need food to survive. The enemy is your illness and whatever has driven you to this :(
Does your mum know about this? It's hard, I know but you have to get help. No matter how much you try to starve yourself, it's like a downward spiral and will keep going.
So sorry for your loss :( Stay strong.
Don't worry about it. I doubt that you've been dreaming the future. It's when something happens in real life that you should start worrying. Does this guy have a bad reputation or something?
If half my dreams came true, my life would be seriously messed up...
If half my dreams came true, my life would be seriously messed up...
Eh, I don't know Inkman. I personally think that our anxieties and feelings can be projected into our dreams, but it's not necessarily a premonition. I see a lot of the latter in my dreams and nightmares. If they came true, I'd have died multiple times in various ways already.
>.< I meant "former" not "latter." My brain is all mush tonight.
Things change. You can't know with certainty what's going to happen in the future. Like Atom says, there is something worth living for, but it's not always so easy to see. Take things a day at a time.
I feel like I'm in a similar situation to you at the moment. Also, for some reason, passing birthdays has never agreed with me either. Turned 18 a couple of months back and it's not been the best couple of months so far.
I feel like I'm in a similar situation to you at the moment. Also, for some reason, passing birthdays has never agreed with me either. Turned 18 a couple of months back and it's not been the best couple of months so far.
Wow, sleep-typing lol xD
Hope you had a good sleep.
Hope you had a good sleep.
Aw bless :) Sorry, I'm a cancer *high 5 PaperWings*
NO. I suck.
Why would you say that?
Why would you say that?
(((big hug)))
I would just be numb with shock and helplessness. I'd not wish something like that on my worst enemy.
Do you still remember the lyrics and vocals?
All hope is not lost. As has been said before, something else could evolve from your ideas, even if it's not exactly the same.
Also, now you won't ever lose something in this way again.
"I've created many MANY songs before, but nothing as professional sounding, nothing THIS incredible before."
This was music scratched out of YOUR head. It wasn't entirely a matter of chance. Songwriting takes serious skill. There isn't a limited number of incredible sounding songs a person can make, so when we say that you can make something as good as or even better than this one, it's not a lie.
I would just be numb with shock and helplessness. I'd not wish something like that on my worst enemy.
Do you still remember the lyrics and vocals?
All hope is not lost. As has been said before, something else could evolve from your ideas, even if it's not exactly the same.
Also, now you won't ever lose something in this way again.
"I've created many MANY songs before, but nothing as professional sounding, nothing THIS incredible before."
This was music scratched out of YOUR head. It wasn't entirely a matter of chance. Songwriting takes serious skill. There isn't a limited number of incredible sounding songs a person can make, so when we say that you can make something as good as or even better than this one, it's not a lie.
I used to. So yeah, they do.
I'm not sure if this is my deepest, darkest secret, but your secret made me remember it.
I think I was around 8. That would make my brother 13. I woke up in my bed and realized that my elder brother was in it too, behind me with his arms on me. My top was up.
I'm not sure if he molested me or whatever, but I remember feeling that something wasn't right. I just stayed in bed, pretending to be asleep. I was really tired, so I must have fallen back asleep. When I woke up again, he was gone.
I don't feel bad towards my brother now, he's an alright guy. I did feel weird about it for a while though.
I think I was around 8. That would make my brother 13. I woke up in my bed and realized that my elder brother was in it too, behind me with his arms on me. My top was up.
I'm not sure if he molested me or whatever, but I remember feeling that something wasn't right. I just stayed in bed, pretending to be asleep. I was really tired, so I must have fallen back asleep. When I woke up again, he was gone.
I don't feel bad towards my brother now, he's an alright guy. I did feel weird about it for a while though.
I remember going to church when I was around the same age as her. It was slightly intimidating, although there were some nice people there. I still didn't enjoy it. I've never felt comfortable with things like that anyway.
I remember going to school one day when I was 6 and bringing in a folder of stuff I'd written after church. I'd brought it in to show my friends to tell them off about something. I don't recall what they'd done, if anything, but I knew it was the way of the devil or something. I wanted to show them that they'd go to hell.
Unbelievable, isn't it?
Needless to say, I no longer believe in any religions. My mind is my only church.
Well, that's just my personal experience of it. I understand that people can find a nice community in their church (like my cousins), but I agree wholeheartedly that if children are taken to church, it should be when they are old enough to think independantly.
I remember going to school one day when I was 6 and bringing in a folder of stuff I'd written after church. I'd brought it in to show my friends to tell them off about something. I don't recall what they'd done, if anything, but I knew it was the way of the devil or something. I wanted to show them that they'd go to hell.
Unbelievable, isn't it?
Needless to say, I no longer believe in any religions. My mind is my only church.
Well, that's just my personal experience of it. I understand that people can find a nice community in their church (like my cousins), but I agree wholeheartedly that if children are taken to church, it should be when they are old enough to think independantly.
Oh yeah, and that Spongbob thing just made me speechless.
Just...what?!
Just...what?!
I'm slightly clueless at cooking too. What's this for, lunch, dinner? Normally, I'll chuck something together and hope for the best :X
However, I can make a mean steak. Steak is easy, because you just put it on the pan, and cook it for a couple of minutes either side.
I don't know too much about vegetarian food (apart from fruit and veg and that doesn't provide all your nutrition), sorry. I was thinking of converting before, but for now, I remain a meat eater because I need to keep my strength up.
However, I can make a mean steak. Steak is easy, because you just put it on the pan, and cook it for a couple of minutes either side.
I don't know too much about vegetarian food (apart from fruit and veg and that doesn't provide all your nutrition), sorry. I was thinking of converting before, but for now, I remain a meat eater because I need to keep my strength up.
It makes me so mad when people tell someone else that they're not good enough for something!
This is a voice of doubt that's been planted there by those who didn't believe in you. You gotten this far, so you're well on your way to proving them wrong.
Do things on your terms. It's your life, so you can choose what you want.
Of course, this means that you don't need to feel obliged to stick with the goal that you've held for so long. If you want to change your path, that is fine as well. Paths are never set in stone. Just as long as it's on your own terms.
Good luck with all that you choose to do.
This is a voice of doubt that's been planted there by those who didn't believe in you. You gotten this far, so you're well on your way to proving them wrong.
Do things on your terms. It's your life, so you can choose what you want.
Of course, this means that you don't need to feel obliged to stick with the goal that you've held for so long. If you want to change your path, that is fine as well. Paths are never set in stone. Just as long as it's on your own terms.
Good luck with all that you choose to do.
Lol, socket and plug xD! You could do the doctor/nurse one, but have him dress up in a sexy nurse uniform instead.
Ahh..your tags are funny and sad at the same time :(
Things are as they are. You can't go back and change them, so the only option is to move on. Otherwise you miss out on what's there now when you're too busy looking back.
Good luck and take care.
Things are as they are. You can't go back and change them, so the only option is to move on. Otherwise you miss out on what's there now when you're too busy looking back.
Good luck and take care.